Age 28, Married to David for 9 wonderful years. Crunchy, LDS, breastfeeding, clothdiapering, home educating mom to 3 lovely boys. Xander(7), Sullivan(4), and Oliver(1) and soon to be mom to a lovely 2yo girl from India. Hobbies: Scrapbooking, Home Decorating, Drawing portraits, Sewing diapers, and Reading the classics

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